I feel like i am just waiting for the holidays to be over.

Plans to go west were cancelled..last minute.

I cried and was very disappointed for days. 

Funny i really hoped things would work out and yet i felt they were not to be.

I also was thankful i spent Christmas with Gord and Bev.

They are awesome people and so thankful for their hospitality over the holidays.

Last couple Years I have felt very lost.

Something about parents be around brings..lets just say, Home is where the heart is!

I miss my family!

I took my tree down couple days ago. And cleaned up the holiday mess.

I still have yummy things laying around. Good thing i put some things in the freezer.

Last night i was at a movie called Brothers. Was good to be out of the house.

A friend invited me to go to Ottawa to watch a Hockey game.

So i said yes I'd like to go along. I was to leave this morning.

Again last minute..that didn't work out!

Good Friends from home sent a gift so i can go.

I really am trying not to feel disappointed. accepting all this has been really rough.

I keep trying to remind myself that Life is not about me.

You can pray for me.  I have felt some rejection this holiday season.

I would really appreciate your prayers. Love MJ